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I painted my nails red(successfully!!) and got a star on my usual spot, downscaled though.

What I picked up today for ProDai was quite a contrast in what I might have picked up from the bible. Yessssssss, I am not a Christian/Catholic but there are some words of wisdom/nice lines in the book which I like. If only Mila is online right now... sigh. Oh, holiday mode Mila please! Since school mode Mila is very busy and have a lot of homework to do! Haha~

It rained today! Yey~ But the wind was kind of irritating.. I like walking out of Chancery Lane tube station(underground) while it's raining. Especially when the sky is dark and the people are rushing home from work. & you are walking in the direction opposing the rest. There's this special kind of feeling inside you, you know? Like as if you are in an MV. ..okay, that description is quite drama. I don't know how to say thissssss! Go try it on your own. Hehe :D

Hmm, today was quite yey-ish until about 35 minutes ago. My Biology test resulttt for last week's test period is a nice surprise! I wasn't expecting it coming. Last minute independent work. Whoo~ Though it wasn't impressive, but I must say that it's quite good for my standard. My Economics, Maths and Accounts weren't as impressive though. Especially Accounts. Argh, heartache and low morale. I could get depression just by looking at the marks I got. Pfft. :(

Today's test periods(Economics, Accounts and Biology are on the same day) weren't good. Accounts essay was crap. I wrote like about 2.5 lines(if my handwriting weren't so squiggly and BIG) as an answer to 7 mark question. & I think I got my net price calculations wrong as well. Arghhhhh Mrs Lau plz don't kill me!

-_- I feel so frigging depressed thinking about them now. SIGH.

Hmmmmmmmmmmm, I wonder what I shall wear tomorrow.

I feel like making a new blogskin.

LC, isggitagithof. Tiiogb.

Blow the pain away

Muller yoghurt = very nice(I don't fancy the strawberry flavoured one though, the one I am holding in the photo)!

Here I am, sitting down on this chair with 1 pack of yoghurt in front of me and hands comfortably resting on the body of this laptop. It's been ages since I've thought of blogging AND carried out my plan as soon as I get home. Yadda~ what a feeling :D

The week(excluding weekends) was quite bad, but still bearable. My classroom attitude is getting very Secondary school type, which is bad. Tardy, sloppy, lazy, talkative, easily ditracted, ect. My homework are not handed in on time and my test scores are going down, down and down. Plus I am not getting enough sleep. The fact that the teachers' comments about me is going to be part of the University's deciding material is making me even more scared of what's going to happen to me. I can't say I don't know any more because I know what I need to do. It's just that I am not taking any actions. Alright, I am repeating this thing like a broken recorder. Let's move on.

So yea, the past few days were, as how I had explained above, quite bad but still bearable. I went to watch Spiderwick after school today. It was so-so, quite amusing in some parts. The part when the boy stabbed his father was quite hilarious(though I didn't laugh out loud) because I was shocked when I saw it and was asking myself what kind of movie is this and why in the world did they show a young boy stabbing his own father(Spiderwick is rated PG). Yes, yes, I know! I shouldn't have thought that way but I just couldn't help it! I didn't have enough sleep remember?(Bah, it's still not a valid excuse to fall into such childish trap)

Speaking of sleep, today's Biology practical was so -_-. Oh my goodness! I can't believe that I actually decided on adding 5cmcube of hydrogen peroxide to 15cmcube of blended liver tissue(or suspension, as they call it). That was for my first try, before Dr Sherratt gave me that look when I told her the volume of hydrogen peroxide I used. Freaking embarrassing!! :'(

Anyway, since today is Friday, it means that I was given plenty of homework to finish. Oh, and test periods next week are going to be heavy. Especially Biology and Economics. There's so much to study for both! Nutrients(the parasitism, rhizobium, mutualism, animal skulls, rhizopus, ect.) for Biology and Macroeconomics for Economics! & Mrs Lau just told us that she'll be giving us an hour paper for Accounts Test Period(we only have 45 minutes for each test period). She told us to do as much as we can though, so it's not that bad. Ahhhhh, help me please? D:

...no one's going to help me unless I help myself first. So, maybe I should go to bed now. Brilliant idea eh?

The power of words

I don't care.

When I heard that, it felt like as if someone grabbed hold of my heart so tightly until it aches. How do they say that in Chinese? 心酸? I think it is. I looked like as though I am not affected by it, but actually I am. I thought you would understand why I am doing that after explaining to you.. but you didn't? But come to think of it, I think I would feel the same way as well if I were you. Ahhh, I don't know la.

Today's weather was good! I think. Yesterday's was better though. Yesterday morning was quite bright until I thought that it was 9 when I woke up. But when I checked my phone, it was just 6.50AM. Haha, I had a 10 minutes nap after that. On my way to school, the sun was higher up in the sky compared to most of the mornings too. Yesterday was a better day afterall. I am unsure whether I still want to see snow. Spring is quite appealing to me. Haha :)

Why was yesterday a better day? Well, I didn't have a tests to screw up that's why. I screwed up today's Biology and Accounts test really badly. Maybe Economics as well. It sucks when you realised that you screwed it up because you didn't even study for it. & when the sentence "you deserved it" starts to pop in your mind repeatedly until it irritates you. & when I thought of the people whom I have disappointed. It sucks, really.

The day ended pretty sucky-ly too. I ran all the way from Math class just to catch nothing. Not even a shadow. & what's worse is that it didn't even leave my pocket at all. I guess some things are just not meant to be passed over. No fate?

I am not typing like myself again -_- & I am glad that my jacket is warm. The 8 pounds wasn't a waste after all.

Okay, that's it. I am going to do my cocoa beans, which I have been owing Mr Lea for like 3 weeks already, now. Pray for me?