deeply touched.

Bowtie! ♥ I know my pose is damn retarded but it's cool ok. Tell me, would you dare to put it up?!

I haven't mentioned that I had a haircut, for nearly 3 weeks. Nor uploaded a picture of my new hair. Well, it's better late than never! Here it is, up there. My new hair: a shorter fringe, more layers but the length didn't change much. I got rid of the split and dry ends, yey! I am not satisfied with the whole cut though. I seriously believe it doesn't suit my personality and there are rooms for improvement on how she handled my delicate fringe. It's still as dreadful now, after waiting for nearly a month and self trimming it to make it look more even (it was horribly loopsided). The hairdresser has relocated to a new, lousier place and I guess that has a part to play in her deteriorated skills. She charged the same price nonetheless. Rip-off, I say.


Part of my day has passed by decently. I watched the 2nd episode of VOICE (ヴォイス) just now. It got me thinking on a lot of things... before I start talking about them, the episode is about *SPOILER AHEAD* a group of forensic students investigating the death of an unemployed man. He was walking home, holding a bag of eggs which he just bought from the market, suddenly collapsed and died on the spot. This group of students, being very nosy and giving us dorama (and Eita fangirls!!) lovers something to watch at the same time, got out of their way and acted as though they were detectives. They investigated the cause of death... which turned out to be really touching. He was actually buying the eggs to make his wife some french toast in order to make up to her (who initially voiced out that she felt they haven't been doing anything together for a long time and that their relationship is strained). He died because he was electrocuted earlier on while plugging in an old plug to the socket as he wanted to watch a movie (Kramer vs. Kramer) which the couple both liked. The wife actually thought that he wanted to end the relationship as the guy left his ring in the kitchen and he was nowhere to be seen. In fact, he left it there because it's a natural reaction to take if off before cooking. Cooking something for her. It was so touching. :'(

Through the episode, they also covered the feelings that the widow has to live with for the rest of her life. It was really overwhelming as I think about it. Can you imagine someone you love so much died right after you told him that you are disappointed with him and before he died he was actually trying really hard to make it up to you? If I were her, will I get over it? Why did I doubt his feelings and devotion right before he died, in such a way too? Why is life so... vulnerable? Why must I say those things before I leave the house? :'(

Damn, I am very emotional now. :'( :'( :'(

C for communication

Boo :(

I had a heavy dinner about 2 hours ago. It made me feel really heavy now... as in no digestion is taking place. My stomach feels rather uncomfortable at the moment. :(

Come to think of it, I haven't been JE-ing for a long time. Although I am still watching some doramas, most of them doesn't really have JE boys. 流星の絆 (Ryusei no Kizuna) is probably the only one qualified in my list because Nino and Ryo (of course) are in it. I am halfway though the dorama now, because the website which I usually download my weekly dose of japanese shows has stopped uploading its links. It's not THAT nice though... I think Innocent Love is better. The storyline and acting are somewhat more convincing. Not sure whether the link issue is temporary or not; I don't really like the idea of not finish watching a series unless it's ridiculously long e.g. 真情. Thousands of episode, wts?!

Ryo should star in more damn good doramas like 1 Litre of Tears and Last Friends, despite the fact that his role in the latter show doesn't make him very likable. Ahhh~~ I miss seeing Ryo with his old hairstyle (definitely not the boring/ weird one in Ryusei), doing his model like walk and grinning from ear to ear! ... I am starting to get the fangirl feeling again teehee. It's been a while. ;D

Anyway, today was a very cold day. I forgot to bring my scarf, which is really a very careless thing to do. My chest was freeeeeeeeeezing seriously. Thank goodness I remembered to wear the right shoes. I nearly slipped like for gazillion of times yesterday on my way to college as I wore boots with lousy grip. It took me like nearly 30 minutes to reach college, unlike the usual 10-15 minutes! Hopefully it's a blessing in disguise though i.e. burn more calories. That'll be a swellllll! :D

Thought of the day is that communication is very important to keep the connection alive. Hmm, I think I should do this segment regularly from now onwards!

Alrighttttt, time for me to hit the sack. ...I think my eyelids just went to bed before my brain did/

羽？

It's becoming a reflex-pose, ね?

I've come to realise that my hair has grown quite long in this 6 months(I cut it in mid December). The good thing is it's not bothering me at the moment. But(the bad thing is that) it's starting to drop more than it used to. This isn't anything new to me because it always happens whenever it's around this length(chest). Though yes, it's normal to drop 100 strands of your hair every day(I got this like a few years ago, I don't know whether it's still true), I can't really afford that because each and every strand of my hair is quite thin, thanks to my mother's genes. So yessssssss, I need the retain the maximum number of strands on my head!

Come to think of it, I've inherited quite a lot of my mother's traits. Mainly the bad ones. Pfft, great selection my fellow chromosomes! But then again, thank God for not being born with extra arms/legs/boobs. That will be horrible.

Well anyway, I am having a long break(this was supposed to be short i.e. 15 minutes but I got drifted away due to my curiosity of SIA.com) right now. At the moment, I am downloading as much doramas as I can before I go back to Singapore on the 18TH JUNE. My brother finally changed the date! Whoo~ though I am not rushing to go back... right, back to what I was saying.

好し! I am downloading the last part of the final episode of My Boss My Hero. Yey~ Then I might move on to downloading Gokusen 2, then ...I don't know. Movies? Oh yes, Attention Please and Proposal Daisakusen Specials + 僕は妹に恋する(boku wa imouto ni koi suru)! I can't believe I delayed this for so uber long. Then maybe kurosagi. I'll see how it goes~ Speaking of which, episode 3 of Last Friends is taking so long to be released at the place where I got my dls from. I have yet to start watch the dorama, thankfully! Or else I'll be squirming while waiting for it. Hahaha~

Hmm, it's going to rain for the whole of next week. Thinking of the strong wind kind of put me off. Pfft. :/

Alright~ back to searching for more doramas! Yeyyyyyy :D

錦戸亮... ドキドキ！

What's money without its value

S. O. M. E. O. N. E S. A. V. E M. E.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I can't stand this. There are soooooooooo many things in my shopping list(more of wishlist actually) right now.Online browsing, which is what I love to do, ain't helping one bit. Well obviously, it's not supposed to help at all. What in the world am I talking about!? Okay, I am going nuts because I urge to own all those stuff at this very moment. Oh no, I need to distract myself before I go bonkers.

..oh great. I just remembered. I'm going out with Serene(along with Syazwan and Samuel) 12 hours later to shop. Great hurh?! & I've just recently bombed my wallet over ONE dinner. Uno. Ichi. Satu. Yi. O-N-E. Argh! Yea yea yea, it's not so much for some, but for a pauper like me, who is debit-cardless, IT'S A LOT. Sigh, anyway it's already spent. I can't do anything much, except moan/rant all day long which is nothing less than tiring and irritating. Pfft, I need an odd job(hehehe lots of cash plz!).

Hmm, I was planning to blog about what happened yesterday but Miss Chan Sze Hua decided to go offline which cancelled the picture transfer. Smart hurh! Ah well~ There's always tomorrow..
(this contradicts with the *ProDai episode I watched today. The **ji-ji said those who thinks that there's always tomorrow are ***bakaero, haha!)

OHHHHHHH, we're having 2 weeks Easter holiday now! Time to catch up with my sleep, and hopefully forward my bedtime, chat more with Mila(& Rachel if you even come online AND respond to my messages) and others! Oh, gleeeeeeeeee~ :D

Okay learn this because it's a cool word:

woebegone \WOE-bee-gon\, adjective:
1. Beset or overwhelmed with woe; immersed in grief or sorrow; woeful.
2. Being in a sorry condition; dismal-looking; dilapidated; run-down.

How to use it:

I've turned into a woebegone person after my bedtime is adjusted to 2AM.

Jaa ashita, minna~

*Proposal Daisakusen(プロポーズ大作戦)
**Ojisan(granpa)
***idiots