I've just sinned

I wonder if I did the right thing. My everything is in quite a mess right now. I need to travel somewhere alone/ hide under the duvet for 5 days/ drink gallons of Vanilla Latte. I think I might need alcohol.

Your touch was an addiction, I wish I could have done something to myself to make me go for it. But, the consequence might be even worse than now. Much worse.

I think I've fucking scare my confidante away. -_-

Life's such a _____. Fill in the blanks yourself.

I really hate fake hopes

Those 2 were sufficient to keep me really happy today but when I came online and saw something, everything came crashing down again. Her fault, my fault, his fault? Most probably mine for thinking too much and being too sensitive and overly boring.

I freaking hate my week. Really, really.