I stood right below where the Angels' tears might have fell.

I feel miserable, cause I am starting to dread school(which I have to attend every weekdays) and especially facing the teachers who already have bad impressions of me. Drat, this sucks. Well, on certain cases maybe I might have asked for it but as for others it just seemed so accidental. We'r not given chances to well, maybe explain ourselves but were just given a direct warning from the ones who have higher authority. This kinda reminds me of what Rachel's very deep question today(doesn't really link): what's free will when there's divine intervention?

It's not a fair world, yes I agree but do you have to put it in such a harsh manner? And please note that different people have different ways of accepting critisizisms. Oh, and plus you were encouraging a young girl to scold her friend because she was trying to play with her(at the wrong timing) or DOING SOMETHING SILLY. Crap I don't know what to say, I was so pissed at you but I couldn't say it out. Just because you are going to do me a favour at the end of the year, and I wouldn't want to get into trouble that might disappoint my parents again. I felt so threatened and useless. Sigh, nevermind I guess I'll just have to get over this year as peacefully as I can and get as far as possible from you and that place. :)

Grr, this is really so frustrating. So many things are happening but I don't know how to say it all out.. I feel like as if I am a time bomb that is running out of time. I feel like squatting down and space out. I feel like just looking at (another)you and find out about whether my intuition is right. But of course, I already knew the answer cause there's someone else in front of me.

This world seem so sad to me, I don't know how to be positive anymore.