do I need to be more positive?

Rushing for homework nearly killed me, damnit. Ok fine, maybe I should add "last minute" before the homework word. Sigh, it's like never-ending you know! I was trying to rush finish everything since 8.30PM but managed to complete like only 1 chinese 公函 and half of English compre. Overall, I finished all Chinese homework though which is rather amazing. Ah well, I dread tomorrow anyway cause practically all the homework is due then. Plus, there's also Chinese CT to look forward to, which includes passages from the textbook and some 汉语 and of course I am totally not prepared for it. Sigh, bad time management + no self-control + lazyness = Inggrid's Kamikaze.

Nevertheless, I still went out today with Mila to browse around and eat and of course, see him. OMG, IT WAS A MAJOR DISAPPOINTMENT I TELL YOU AND I NEARLY FAINTED..... he was out of town. :'( and he'll only come back on the 22/26th. :'( :'( why must it always be like this? Why didn't I take you on that day, why? Why did I just leave you there all alone, why? I SHOULD HAVE SNATCH, SNATCH AND SNATCH YOU AWAY THAT DAY, but I didn't. I regreted, I really do. I hope you'll still be the same one when you come back.. please don't change. :'(

So practically my whole day was about you, and about my silly mistake for not snatching you away.. but I was distracted halfway cause I saw a very beautiful ring and it cost $26. I'm so gonna save up for it, and Mila's saving up too for her stuff! Yaaay~ I hope the ring won't ended up as the same case as him's. *cross fingers! x_x*

We ate Omu Rice instead of sushi in the end, cause decided to be more budget and there's not enough time.. And Mila missed her Tennis lesson, cause it was raining and all! I can't believe it ok, her tennis lesson is at JURONG and she lives near school which is so darn far! Geeez.. Went home around 7 something and watched DJG while doing homework.. I feel so tired now sigh. WhatamIgonnado? D:

I dread school. And some people have nothing else better to do. Again, I dread school. :'(