jan

Guy to girl with cancer: I can't lose you... I can't live without you and it's all your fault.

Have you ever tried to think of a perfect theory on how to live your life in the best way possible? Setting out rules like maths equations, this and this equate to that hence if one action is done along with this other action it will come to that result. It's not working for me. Most likely due to my inflexibility and a boundless mind.

The problem is I am so lost lately! In every single thing that I do and decision that I make. Sometimes I wish that everything is as straightforward as a ruler and as transparent as glass. Or maybe to live in Pandora, even though it will be a very native kind of lifestyle. & no shopping... but heck about that. I would want to fly on one of those flying creatures or connect my hair to the holy tree to hear the (wise) voices of the ancestors.

I'm having messy thoughts arghhh this is so annoying. My cup is too full ahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahhhhaahhaah

-_-

What is wrong with me?