Grr. The pre-period cravings are not gone yet. Mood-swings are pretty okay this time round but the trade off is the shape of my body, which is already bad enough. At least every half an hour (or even faster than that) I will make my way to the kitchen and look for something to savour. It's so annoying because I will feel like crap after eating. I have to lose weight!
Summer is not helping either. The vibrant colours and floating pollen grains just make my appetite even more generous. Everything looks so edible. From the Sun (reminds me of glazed donuts) to adorable chubby babies (makes me want to bite them), red ribbons (so pretty!) to vanilla cupcakes and macaroons... everything! Eew, a fly just flew past me. Okay, excluding pests. I mean anything pleasant. This sucks. I must, must, exercise! I have to lose weight! (Basically have to be leaner and less flabbier than Shaun heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥ -which means hard work)
I've been thinking of which activities I should take part in when Summer holidays officially starts. Hopefully gym-ing and yoga will be part of the main ones. Then of couse there's shopping, reading (I miss this), chillinggggg (is that even an activity), travelling and maybe kendo? Haha the last one can forever be in my dreams. I don't think my dad will let me do kendo. It's financially optional. It would be quite a waste too since I am highly likely to try it only for a very short period of time. I want to try fishing too. It's been ages since I've last fished. Even though the only thing I managed to fish out was a crab. A small one at that. If I am not wrong, someone set it free. I was so pissed. My very first precious catch! It could have become my pet or something. :(
Grahhh before I get carried away, I better focus more on the present. My exams are not over yet. The last paper is going to be on this coming Wednesday. The last paper for Biology, A Level and college life. Wow, I think this is actually the last shot I am going to have at Biology. It was my favourite subject when being a paediatrician was still my aspiration. How time have changed me. How time have changed everyone else as well. I feel all nostalgic now! (and getting myself carried away once more...)
Okay, I'm done here. I think this piece of song here is very summer-y:
Cat Piano - Seabear