Saturday, 27 June 2009

make me a mirror which allows me to foresee the future

It's in the middle of the night and I don't feel the urgency to sleep. My body is probably trying to savour the remaining hours that I have left in the UK. Grahhh, I am not exactly looking forward for Singapore. I think I have repeated this line many times already.

I would have felt otherwise if I have more control of my life. A Levels, parents on accepting the relationship I have with Shaun, bought the right return ticket to and from Staines (where Thorpe Park is, terrible experience that I would rather not recall), ordered my Forever 21 items earlier/ authorised the credit card thing faster, saved more money, be a better person, blah blah blah. The complaining goes on and on. It's so me. I guess the uncertainty of what's going to happen puts me off from feeling excited and everything. Graah, how annoying.

I'd really like to see how everything turns out. If it's bad, then I can get ready for it. If it's good, then I will try to make it better.

Yea, IF it's only possible.