Wednesday, 4 February 2009

thirsty for inspiration

Thank goodness for the snow storm because college has to be closed until the transport system is working properly once more. Can you imagine... 3 days without school because of the snow, oh glee! Got a couple of days to sleep up till noon (dark circles and eye bags are still untouched, nonetheless) and settled some stuff which I have been procrastinating about like filing up my notes, register with the Indonesian Embassy and renew my passport. Oh, and yes, of course there's the homework bit as well. I finished my Maths M1 homework!!! :D

My new passport photo was a considerable improvement from the previous one. The change is not very commendable though because I look like some bitchy snobbish blah: my eyebrows gave the impression that one side is higher than the other and my pursed lips looked like it's slanting to one side. Like, wts. My hair is horrible, messy, bodyless. Oh my God. I am still quite discombobulated as to why I didn't request for a retake after taking a glance of the picture. But really, it looked more dodgy-like when it's actually printed. Sigh, should really have asked for a retake. What's worse is that this passport is going to be valid for the next three years. ARRRGGHHH IMAGINE THE HORRORS OF THE IMMIGRATION OFFICERS SUSPECTING THAT I AM SOME ILLEGAL PERSON OR SOMETHING! :'(

I had quite a journey on Monday, which brought about a lot of trouble for me on the following day. Seriously, yesterday was a really fucked up day. Hence the suicidal (as described by someone) post. But I am fine now, I think. It made me reflect on a lot of things, which adds on quite bit of fear and uncertainty to whatever I have in my mind. A short conversation with Mila helped me to develop a bit of confidence and strength though! Sigh~ it's nice to hear from her apart from texting. :)

Anyway, I am thinking of changing my blogskin for real. I think I am going to go for something bright this time round. Reason being: Spring's coming! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ Sunny days, green green grass, brightly colored flowers, fluffy clouds, exuberant spirits... all the Spring awesomeness! Hmm, or will it be the same/ as expected this year? We'll see.