No more jumping down the river and swimming against the current

I feel like I've lost the blogging feeling, the touch and the flow of it. Whenever I blog, I feel like I am more able to let go some of the things, especially feelings, that I've been keeping to myself. This is like an avenue which I seek my theraphy for... depression? Ha, what a word. It perfectly summarises today noon though.

Bah. I should think less like a child, it's waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay affecting my emotional state waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much.

I am down with most of my papers by now. Economics Unit 4 is going to be my last one for this time round, which I will have to sit for tomorrow. No doubt that I will have to retake this one as well, since I am never ever going to get over this thing between me and the subject. It's quite strange that I never am able to get it right. Depressing, I know. Arghhhhhhh, how very annoying!

I feel terrible now, really. I think I should really change my blogskin because the color is so dull and depressing and emphasise my depression whenever I am depressed. Geeeeeez, what a lousy sentence. T_T

Sigh, what a boring post.