Apologizing does help, it's better than not saying anything

Oxford Circus today felt like the real London, with the slight rain(more than drizzle though) and gloomy sky. With my Sony playing in my jacket and earphones tucked comfortably in my ears, I was quite ready to do some researching. It went well and I've confirmed what I need next week. Thank goodness when I reached home I got even more support to get the item.

There were quite a few things in my mind. From A to J(not Z, I didn't think of everthing), I thought about it and reflected. Am I rushing things? Pinning my hopes on practically nothing? Is it worth it? Indeed, too much wind in your head never do you any good.

Now, seated here in front of my laptop, my brain is having a debate on which homework to start first. Yes, Bio but WHERE? There's just too many potential starting points but not an obvious one. I think I am going to settle with my bad habit, that is to procrastinate. I am going to call Serene, and break my weird thing of against calling my London friends because I feel weird holding a conversation over the phone. Yes, I want to overcome this.

I need to.