You cried. Then you tried to act cheerful almost immediately and all that crap which I don't really understand why you would want to do that. What.. you want her to not worry about you? Then why in the world did you cry in the first place. I don't fucking know what else to say. Maybe that's just your personality & I should just keep my mouth shut and pretend that I didn't hear and see anything.
This is driving nuts. I am saying things which are pure lies/unsure about just because of convincing someone. It's like equivalent to digging my own grave. I feel like a fake being who is made up of a stack of cards. Living in a card-y world.
I wonder how long I am going to hang on for/to you. & whether or not I could .. Nevermind. Everything is so domino-ish right now.
Something about me
- Inggrid
- London, United Kingdom
- Bonjour! You can tempt me with fun (e.g. shopping spree), delicious tarts and my boyfriend's hug. Very, very indecisive but is capable of making very snappy decisions when angsty. I like having company around, especially close ones. I am growing a distaste for flying solo. Enjoys doing ordinary things such as shopping , cooking or building castles in the air. Oh yes, & eating yummy delights too!
P.S. nightsky :)
P.P.S. tamago sushi ♥
P.P.P.S. I respect honesty.