I can stop them all, but I don't have the will for doing so.
I am scared, but I have no good reason for being so.
I am worried.
I am confused.
I am losing myself.
How should I carry it on?
it's either this or that
Why did I turn back?
because something inside me told me to
I knew that I am not supposed to.
it's beyond my control
when it shall come to an end.