Are we still owl friends?

So many things happened within the past week, it made me feel like as if it was a month. The ups and downs that I've been through was so bizarre that I coudn't even find any words to describe everything. It was something that I've never expected it to happen to me. Was/am I happy or sad? I don't know. & I wouldn't want to think about it. All I know is that I have to grow up in the way I think and behave because I will be turning 17 in less than two weeks(yes, this is a hint).
the right words are actually overjoyed and depressing.
Weeeeell, let's talk about school! It's been pretty okay(I know, I've been repeating this), still bearable. I feel like slapping someone though. But of course it's not worth it because I don't want to hurt my precious palm and wouldn't want to disappoint a specific person(I shall try to behave like a lady!). Too much disappointment will make me sad. Haha!

Lessons are alright as well. What Mrs Lau told me yesterday reminded me of my priority of why I came here. & my promise to my parents. I realised that I've been slacking lately, procrastinating and all. Homework are starting to pile up and notes are slowly stacking up above my subject files. I haven't even looked through like 95% of them, not even mentioning doing revision! Ahh, I've let myself down(and others as well) so badly! :(

& this reminded me of what Mr Rodgers(Calvin's best friend) said: don't say I will do it, because you will end up not doing it. Yessssss, I MUST TAKE ACTIONNN. SOMEONE, PLEASE PUSH ME. I have no self-control, help! D:

Oh and yesterday wasn't a good day. Thinking of what Mr Lea did kind of touched me(I am 80% sure I will not be receiving the same treatment). He actually let me have a 20 minutes nap during Econs class! Ashley(Jing Wen, he's a guy btw. Nice name eh?) and I came out with 2 reasons why he did that. 1) He noticed something was wrong with me and 2) the lesson wasn't that important, so he don't really care. He was going through some homework thing when I napped. So yea! This is like my second time, in my whole lifetime so far, falling asleep during lesson. The first was during literature class in Secondary 2. I dreamt of going swimming. -_-

Today I fell asleep during Bio test period as well, but that's because I finished my test paper and handed it in like super early(I finished it within 12 minutes, thanks to someone! :D). Didn't have anything much to do, so I just laid my head on the table and dozed off. So, why am I so sloppy these days? Well, that's generally because I've been sleeping at around 2 AM or later for the past 1 week. I need my 10 hours of sleep so badly, sigh.

I have been coming home "quite late" these days and my siblings aren't happy with it. & I went to snack after school, which is better than waiting for dinner to be served(and starving while doing so) at home.

& & I am getting quite annoyed with my sister lately because she's been really irritating for example she complains to my mom for every single thing(even the super minor matters) I do and what's worse is that SHE EXAGGERATES. I hate it whenever she does that. & she only realised what she said after I interrupted her conversation by saying "hey did I really do that?" Then she would shut up and try to amend the things she said, which is usually irreversible and my mom will start to worry. Pfft. I hate this paragraph.

Other than thattttt, nothing much. This is a long post and Wu, I hope your eyes enjoyed the feast. Haha!

Oh & please be careful, I might slap your butt.

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