How I hope I can just make this fullstop a full stop.

Start of the new school semester, means busy me. Look at how long I didn't update. Well, there's nothing much that happened anyway.. So far the 'O' levels Chinese Orals(last friday) was the major-est event that happened since the June holidays ended. As expected, I screwed it up. There was nothing much to say about the conversation topic and I was super nervous while reading the passage, which mean my pin-yin went off for some parts. :(

& recently I just found out about 2 things(regarding the orals):
1)My examiners were from SJI and MGS, like wth!
2)Found out that my class didn't do well for orals. Double wth + FUCK!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WELL. It's screwed already! What can I do? :'(

Okay, enough of the 'O' levels Chinese Orals. Let's move on about my day in school today.

For quite sometime, since the end of chapel, I have been feeling quite disturbed. It's related to what Mila told me today.

It was like the moment when she told me, my heart started to beat again. & I felt kinda disappointed of myself cause I am not supposed to anymore! I WAS SUPPOSED TO GIVE IT UP STARTING FROM THE JUNE HOLIDAYS~~ this is crap.

I don't feel like continuing anymore, my back hurts. :(


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