Screwed.

FINALLY! I am getting some oxygen for my lungs. Like wth, I am rather busy last week. With the (small and horrid)performance and OVERDUE MATHS HOMEWORK! Gaah, thank goodness it's all.. erm, gotten over and stuff. Yea. (;

Uhm, the week wasn't even a tad bit pleasant. No, not even 1%. Backstabbed, got backstabbed, saw the truth, anger, doing stupid things, got punishments, etcetra etcetra. Both outside school and inside school stuff, all screwed. SCREWED, I tell ya. Now, I get to feel how certain people feel about being in this ------ & -------. Woa, the feeling of hatred is so immense. Anyway, how ironic right.

I guess I deserve all that -------- from certain people. With my always-on-the-move-forward-and-backwards attitude. I would be really pissed off myself, too. Plus, I realised I've been gossiping alot about people. Making fun, doing things that are not pleasant to others. Woa, all these will add up to super pissed la. No doubt.

I guess I owe them some apologies, but should I express it to them? Letters are completely a nuh-uh. .. .. I guess I'll go figure it out later on. Anyway, sorry to the people who I.. erm, offended. Yea, sorry.

Well, anyway, I'll change. I will, I will, I WILL! Even though it's so hard and everything. & to add-on, some things are not able to be reversed back.

WHAT I KNOW FROM THIS WEEK:
- I am getting bad to worse.
- I've done a big mess, almost impossible to be clean it up.

Of course, I have my limitations. (: