Tuesday, 18 April 2006

Come come little kds, I tell you about my wondersome day today.

Everthing is screwed. Like yea, everything. Sheesh, screwed.

I screwed 2.4km.
I screwed A Math test.
I screwed my monthly allowance.
I screwed this.
I screwed that.
I screwed everthing.

I wonder: Indeed, why is life so unfair?

Prolly, it's going to take me my whole lifetime to get an answer for that. Shesh. Why, oh why, ain't I born more perfect? I'm not asking to be perfect.. but all I want is to be someone who's nearly perfect. Sighs, why oh why? Life's so tough, tough, too tough. >):

Haha~ all the drama. I feel like giving up, actually. No motivation and determination. It's like whenever I want to do something and aim for the better, I screw it up. I'm weak-willed, too easily lured into temptation. Thus, easily distracted. My brain don't function well. I want to be a paediatrician, but I don't think it's possible. I can't even pass A Math and Bio. My future is just like a broken bridge.

And damned, I am serious.




I think I want to be a psychiatrist, cause I think I'm a psycho. Haha~