shocked, time and again.
unfair, no shit!
RARR, I HATE THIS!
>:l >:l >:l
SO FUCKING MUCH!
--
I've got so, so many things to type down but I don't think I have enough time for it. So I'll just type anything that comes first into my mind.
(First, got to cool down. Fuck man! I am so going to listen to Axel F and other fast-paced songs again and again and again!)
Like, what's wrong with me hurh? I am like closing up, being so anti-social. Everyone -------- me now. Omgah, I am feeling irritated and pissed. ARRRGH, WHY ARE THINGS GOING TO FUCKING WRONG? G.E.E.Z!
AND lately, I've been getting either real pissed or real crazy/irritating FAR TOO EASILY. I hope I could just blame it on my raging hormones, darnit! >:l
Another irritating shit is that whenever I am trying to be good, I ended up sCrEwIn9 my fucking luck and get into trouble with the
OHMYFUCK, I FEEL LIKE EXPLODING. >:(
Today, for example. Okay fine, I was kind of naughty. "Lucky" thing is that Ms Ho wasn't in the good mood today, and I was being a little bit distracted with Rayna. So she called me up, with my Amath 1. She checked, realised I haven't do the previous questions she gave us, and sent me out of the class. AND I THOUGHT SHE SAID WE ONLY HAVE TO PASS THE BOOK UP TMRW/THURSDAY? I was like.. wtf? And no, I didn't argue or whatsoever. AND PLEASE OKAY, I NEVER GIVE THE BLACK FACE. I just walked out like that, which is a little rude.. OHMYGAWDZ, I HOPE IT'S NOT A FUCKING MISUNDERSTANDING. >):
I feel like crying, cause I feel like as if most of the teachers despise me by now. Do you fucking know how miserable it is? DO YOU KNOW? OH GOD, GEEZ! >:'(
WHAT'S MORE, I SHRUNK BY 0.5cm. I AM NO LONGER 167cm. This is like adding oil to the fucking blazing fire. -_-
I feel depressed.
really depressed.
:'(< :'(< :'(<
