You are the one that was able to make my heart beat fast yet slow at the same time.

It's sad.
Sad sad sad.
Really sad to be lovesick.
Make me want to curl up and be some useless fool only!
... >):

I feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel saaaaaaaaad! Very very. Very very very.
it feels so.. pain?
AHH!
Why do I have to start liking you in the first place?
why why why why why why?

Valentine's Day(for me, at least) suck la, okay? Things start to go wrong and all. I feel like sleeping. Sleep and sleep and sleep. Okay, I am typing crap. I shall start blogging about what happened in the stupid stupid school.

The one and only good thing that happened, I got many V'day present!
Thanks many many! I love you all! (:

The bad things that happened are just basically, the entire day. I repeat, the entire day. It doesn't make sense la. Ah shit, my eyes are like burning. It's so dry! AHH! Cry also cannot cry ah. Pfft, stupid! -.-

Worse thing: MISS CHOO CHANGED THE EVERYONE'S SEAT. Okay, fine. Nearly everyone's.

I changed seat actually, but I managed to get back to my own seat. I am like sandwitched in-between Dorothy and Susanna, now. I WANT AH HEEEEEEONG! See, I miss her already. >)':

Ah fuck la. I have no mood now. Miss Choo sucks. What's wrong being noisy? HUH HUH HUH? You think we'll keep quiet and behave ourselves if you changed our seat meh? Stupid. The answer is NO. HA.. maybe it's to early to judge la. You'll see what we'll do. Heh heh. (:< -- (I may not be referring to EHHMM, okay)

yea, you're the one that's able to make my heart beat fast yet slower at the same time.
but you don't see it, don't even know it!
it's like as if I am the public watching you performing on stage.
& you don't see me, never will you ever see me.
what should I do to get your attention?
it's deep. ):