Tuesday, 29 November 2005

I feel happy when my brother scolded me. DOTS!

So they want me to go triple, and i appealed what! Get in get in la, cannot then too bad. It's just between happy person and sad person what. No big deal right?

My don't-care-ness is quite.. unexplainable at times. Stubborn? Childish? Stupid kid who don't care about anything, makes no decision? Never growing up? That's what my brother told me. Or should i say, decribed me. Well, he got some of it. Got which? I am too lazy to point it out. Aniways, who said I am not growing up? I AM, WHAT! hahas. (:

No, I won't blame anyone for what happened. I am not going to blame people for what happened to me. I will just take the blame for them and forgive them if they seek forgiveness. I shall be a very kind person and good kid. Give me a pat!

Why am I like this? Are you asking me that? Well, it's because I am too tired to fight back la! Simple. You stupid ah? Cannot even guess it out! TSK!



Would you like me this way?
I know you don't.
I am requesting for some time for me to get better.
Sure, they sacrifised a lot more things than me.
I did too, it's just that it's probably so much lesser than them only.
Is my childhood good enough as a sacrifise?
I hope it is, you know.
Or else I don't know what else to sacrifise.

what I am feeling now: (:(