Wednesday, 18 February 2009

In dreadful agony

Word of the day:

consternation
\kon-ster-NEY-shuhn\, noun:
sudden dread or paralyzing terror

How to use it:
All I could think of now is that my abdomen area is in intense pain and I want to be paralyzed for a moment at this instant.

Intense as in intense. I can't shit, can't puke, can't nothing. I am trying to get my mind off this by switching my attention on the screen because when I do things like this I concentrate on the words I am about to use next and nothing else. Okay, maybe a bit of something but less attention is being paid to the pain and it looks like the effect is gone now because I am paying attention to both things at the same time OH MY GOD I NEED MY MEDICINE WHERE IS IT