Best friend:
Remember when I was P6, November the 20th/22nd? That's the day when we got together. Our first obstacle was mercilessly painful, but we managed to overcome it within a week. Remember? We were positive about it, enduring and trying to find ways on how to overcome it.
Those moments with you, were wonderful. I am sorry for not taking care of you properly. Neglecting you at times. I feel so useless now. I regretted, regretted that I did not spend as much time with you. You made me feel beautiful, slowly giving me confidence and bravery. Yet, I did so many things to disappoint you. I am sorry.
The bond we(used to) have is just like super glue. It seemed like nothing will break us apart. Chances were thrown at me, chances of us staying together like glue for a longer period of time. Yet again, I disappoint you.
Maybe it'll do you good, somehow.
Two days ago, marks our goodbye. We are together for 3 years and 3 months. That rash decision had chipped off a part of my heart.
& I am still hurting, emotionally.
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(apologizes for numerous grammatical/whatever errors, for the section above)
Sorry, I am just sad, crest-fallen and all. I just,.. I don't know.
School, mundane and all. Went to Coro after school for lunch, then Malay Dance.
Chem, pratically everyone were hyper-ventilating. Except a few, like those in the midd/ah heong/me/a few others. Stupid reason. Mr Tay wants to take a picture of us. Like, our sitting arrangement. Haha, reminds me of Mr ChanKY. But, the occasion was different. He(ChanKY) volunteered to be the cameraman. Yea, ahaha! :D
Chapel was *ahhum*, fine I guess? Everything is just dead, most people had to go for the Prefect's Commendation thing. So yea, quite a number were missing and all. No offence, but it's like kind of boring. Cause I have been seeing the same routine and the way they lead the worship(?), for the past 3 years of my Secondary School life. Just so sorry, man.
Went Coro, ate, drank, chat, came back to school, a little late. But Siti warned us(Mad and me), if we come late again we'll be given warning/demerit point. So yeaaaaaaaaa, she's strict la. :l
I FEEL SO INSECURE THAT MY SEXY SEXY LOVELY MALAY DANCE SENIOR(lovely Athirah) KNOWS MY BLOG.
-things are just getting a teeeny-weeeeeny more dangerous.
Anyway, that's all for now dudeZ. Enjoy your weekend while you can!
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I will always love you, our memories will be kept in my heart and brain. Never to be erased. Never.
I love you, my best friend. (: