Fuck? I feel like crying buckets after buckets. >):

what do you think I'm feeling when if I woke up at 4.30am to cry?

I dont knowwwww. Don't ask me, I don't want to talk about it. It freaks me out.

There's countless things in my brain now, so I shall just type however I like it and ignore the structure. Here goes.

getoutyou, idontwantyouhere. mathstestsucks. ilost15marks. iamgoingtoflunklikeshit. nomoretrinitycollegeforme. iwanttocrycrycry. crycrycry. andcrycrycry. givemeabucket. photoshitsucks. idontlikeschool. itboringboringboring. iwanttogoout. iamsuperstressed. iamsuperdepressed. iwantmoney. whereismyangbao. iloveyou?

Ok, not as good as I expected. It doesn't pour out whatever I want to say. So the plan sucks. I feel worse now. I want to cry but I don't want to. Get me a bucket. >):

Pfft, life sucks la. :l

i'm sorry to have sinned so much in so little time. i'm sorry Lord, please forgive me. give me Your protection, please Lord.