Honestly, I didn't enjoy one moment writing my appeal letter for triple science combination. Sorry, no, not even one bit. It felt even worse when I was in school today, passing the appeal letter up. But what can I do? IB wants me to appeal for triple. How I wish she can just accept what was given to me. I doubt I'll be able to cope with all the subjects anyways. Oh, and the competition too. Well, not to forget about the smart-asses in class. Pffts.
Even if the appeal is successful, would I be happy? I doubt so. Much more stress, pressure and all that shit. Bah, and the people I'll be facing. I'll be one sad girl there, in that class for smart-asses.
It's kind of pretty obvious I'll be happier, much happier probably, if my appeal fails. Firstly, I get to stay in the class I am posted to(3e3) and my friends are there. Secondly, I am register number FOURTEEN(14), same as my greengay#02. And thirdly, less competition, less stress.
I don't know what should I do next. Pray that the appeal will fail? If it fails, my parents will be disappointed and there goes my PSP and others. Of course, I wouldn't be studying Physics and lose an interesting subject. But, what I wrote on the previous paragraph will be totally gone, which is pretty disastrous. Sheesh, what a dilemma.. :/
Maybe I should leave this to God, and let Him decided whether I should be a sad person or a happy person.
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Something about me
- Inggrid
- London, United Kingdom
- Bonjour! You can tempt me with fun (e.g. shopping spree), delicious tarts and my boyfriend's hug. Very, very indecisive but is capable of making very snappy decisions when angsty. I like having company around, especially close ones. I am growing a distaste for flying solo. Enjoys doing ordinary things such as shopping , cooking or building castles in the air. Oh yes, & eating yummy delights too!
P.S. nightsky :)
P.P.S. tamago sushi ♥
P.P.P.S. I respect honesty.